wednesday...

hmm...last nite chat with yen yeen...=)
she called me and we chatted around 50 minutes...
quite happy...she's so funny...LOL...
chat till 12am sumthing thn slp...

today bath late hair still wet...cnt tie...
whn reach sch my fren ask me y din tie hair...
i say juz now hair not yet dry...
thn soon yi say:"ah koh juz wakes up..." hahaXD
before enter class i played lei yi's rubik cube...
all of them look at how i play the cube...
so nervous...scare do wrong thn vry embarassing...
jiao mhun standing behind me n shout:"i cnt c!!"
LOL...everyone laughed at her attitude...
n finally i finished turning that cube...=)

hmm...BM period class teacher called my name...
she call me hand in NILAM book...
but i din bring...hehe =P...hand in tmr...
maths gt two periods...learn transformation...easy...
slept one period...thn go recess...
after recess sejarah period...
my group did presentation...i'm so nervous...
i memorize all my parts...but whn go in front forgotten...
science period...teacher not here...
the last is BI...others group did their presentation...
whn school dismiss...oh my gosh...
we are locked inside the form two block...==|||
all the gates were locked...can't go out...TT
winnie n min yi shouted for help...(so childish)
finally Pn.Parimalah come rescue us...LOL

studies...

these days started to be hardworking...
no cure...if not can't get good results...
my aim is get 3rd in class...and full As
n top 20 in whole form(my mum force me)...
can i?? i'm trying my best to study...
wakes up in 7am to study...
but sometimes feel sleepy...=(
exam is around the corner...12th October
haiz....headache...

my worst day...

i hate today...i wished today never comes...

this morning i was very happy...=)
but after i enter my school...
every things changed...
my bad lucks started...

1st.
my class from downstairs shifted to upstairs.
i hv to take all my books i kept inside my desk n went upstairs(highest)...my fren who sit beside me absent today...i hv to take her books too...TT
n upstairs got share class with morning session...i cnt keep books thr...hv to take all my books back home...TT

2nd.
yesterday hurt my leg when taekwondo...ankle injured this morning...n my shoulder pains(looks red)...whh after recess, my fingers also injured...TT
n today damn tired for walking up n down...

3rd.
very hot...keep on sweating the whole day...

4th.
when PJ period...i put my bottle at hall(near backgate)...
when school dismiss only i rmb my bottle is still inside...
i run a big round from frontgate to backgate n run back to frontgate...juz like running 400meters...==

5th.
no one bother about me at school...although i look sad...haiz...TT
when PJ period, everyone was playing games...but only me...hv nothing to do with...only played badminton for a while when almost finished PJ period...

ok.after school....
my body likes jelly...no energy...vry tired...

the SIXTH...
my tuition class noisy like night market!!
the malay boys play fireworks at there...==|||
the smoke that comes out was so smelly...my gosh...
then they keep on shouting...zZz...
exam coming...i wan concentrate oso cnt...TT

tmr onwards i will wakes up early to study for my exam...my mum wan me to get top 20 in whole form...haiz...difficult tasks...

school reopen...TT

this morning computer class got assessment...
but i din take...coz not yet finish homework...=P
hv to take exam on tuesday night...TT

yer...holidays finished so fast...
two more weeks got exam...TT
i planned to wake up early everydays to study...
but dunno i can do it or not...LOL...

saturday...

today woke up around 10am...wow...

miracles happened huh??i woke up so early...XD
finished up all my folio...wth~keep on print wrong...

3.15pm went taekwondo class...oh yeah i love it...
ends at 4.45pm...waiting for 2nd lesson at 5pm...
but 5.15pm oso no ppl cum...so canceled...TT

i love taekwondo...
i love my uniform...^^

My bro sleeping...

c how he sleep???ZZZ~hahaXD
wakaka...finally can capture his face...

evening went field from 6pm-7pm...
cycled thr...damn tired...long time din cycle...XD

at night...houseworks...thn online...
thn housewrok...thn online...my gosh...
tomorrow morning got computer assessment(exam)...
chor yen yeen...u so bad...leave me alone...
y u din come geh??? T_T...haiz~

=) my dog...heee^^

die of boredom....

woke up at 12pm...my bro said: babi(pig)...bangun lo babi....sudah afternoon lo...LOL...WTH~
whole afternoon bored...almost die...
playing SDO the whole noon...omg...
my fingers oso soften...hahaXD
sitting in front the computer half a day...
haiz...no cure...my mum dun let me hang out...
she like to lock me in the house...

i'm pig...

today woke up at 1.30pm...oh yeah...my mum scolded me...said i'm a pig...hahaXD...
she called me change name...call "zhu ling"(in chinese)
watever...pig then pig la...i dun mind...hahaXD
whole afternoon bored...sitting in front the computer...
at 1st plan to study...finally lazy...zzz

hee^^

backed

the 1st one...


the 2nd one...

last nite sit 10.45pm bus express to back to ipoh...
i saw two bus name KKKL EXPRESS...==|||
similar to my name...KKL...lol...
around 2am...the bus i sit spoiled...WTH...
then changed bus...reached ipoh at 5.30am...
take a taxi n reached home at 6.00am...


photo at johor...

grandfather's birthday

i'm at johor now...onlining at cyber cafe...
today is my grandfather's birthday...
but he was not here anymore...i miss him...;-(
suddenly feel like wanna cry...~but i won't...i cried enough...
will be coming back on tuesday night(sit bus)...

this morning woke up at 10 sumthing...
omg...that time my cousins from singapore already reach here...n i'm still sleeping...embarassing...hahaXD
at first plan to eat breakfast...my mum dun let me eat...TT
she say later eat lunch...WTH~
1 sumthing we cut cake(the cake so big)...i forget to take photo...
n now the cake is in my stomach...=P
after cake eat lunch...but without rice...too full...
afternoon vry boring...thr's so hot...
at home dunno do wat...playing sudoku(my favourite)...
around 5 sumthing...ate two cakes again...then a food(dunno call wat name)...after that my uncle bought ice-cream(cones)...i ate one(chocolate&vanila flavour)...
when dinner...dun wan to eat...=P...LOL
then after dinner go CC...so happy...
finally can online...heee^^
that's all for today...

going johor...

hungry??=P

jae mie, me, min yi...dirty mirror...
(jae mie's face oso dirty)...XD

jae mie n me...i'm so fat...TT

this morning went school for marching at 10am...
went back at 12pm...TT...wanna go parade...
afternoon bored...went to field at 5pm...
looks cloudy...i thought will rain...
then went back earlier...but at last didn't rain...=,=
bought a gift for pui man(can't tell u wat is that)...^^
bought a lot of junk foods...maybe i'm crazy...
n juz now tuition bought junk foods again...
during tuition so few ppl(only 9)...i keep on press phone...
kent n han lin din cum tuition...i sit alone...TT
but it doesn't matter...because i always alone...
today maths teacher din cum...cikgu jaafar i miss u...=P
captured photo at the toilet...lolXD
tomorrow morning leaving ipoh...go johor bahru...
few days can't online...=(

will back on monday or tuesday...=)

captured in toilet during tuition...

zzz...

tmr got presentation for english oral...
zzz...can i do it nicely??
when sch dismiss...my best fren, chin come hugged me n she cried...i feel so hurt when saw her cry...
they asked her y she cry...she din answer them...she juz cry...i knw she wanna cry...so i let her cry 1st n ask her after that...
her nose was bleeding after she cried...
the teacher wrongs chin...when she asked chin, she dunno how to answer n she said chin didn't did her part for presentation...actually that part is NOT chin handles...WTH??
then she bla bla bla...scold chin's future...say when she form 4 dunno how la...she raised up her hand n said wanna slap chin n let her go ICU...how can a teacher scold students like this??
i said i wanna report her...but chin said no need...
never mind...as long as she's ok now...


it's 1.13am...doing my PJ folio...

oh yeah!!

i passed my enrolment...happy^^
yesterday chin thought she will fail coz her theory dropped...
when i tell her she passed...she shout out like crazy...hahaXD
everyone was happy...but some of them failed...
jo anne treat us drink water...
while we sit at the canteen, i said: once jiao mhun know she pass she SURE will RUN toward us n tell us that "yeah!!i pass!!"
later on...we saw her running to canteen...we were laughing n trying to pretend like dunno...
when she stopped in front of us, she SHOUT "yeah!!i pass!!"...hahaXD...all of us laugh non-stop...
at bus my fren say i look scary when din laugh...swt==|||~
n she say i look cool...fine la...
so many ppl told me this...=,=

nervous

today get my enrolment theory test paper...
gt improve...but only improve 7marks...from 49%~56%
should i happy??coz some of them dropped...
improve 7marks can help me pass???i dun think so...
i wished i could pass...coz i really worked hard on it...
tmr can get the overall results...i'm nervous~

boring...

me~with a boring face


this morning computer lesson...

omg...27th September got exam...
they got a function(dunno wat)...
call each student to gv 5 frens name n phone number(can get 1 sun cop=4 stars cop)...i wrote 20 names...lol~crazy...
3.30pm taekwondo class...happy^^
today learn stick...lol...quite difficult...
i hit my head...wth...pain~hahaXD...
went back home at 4.45pm...
today i heard my neighbour said something...
lol...the way she talk was so funny...
my dogs keep on barking thn very noisy...
my neighbour say to my dog: u crazy ah??
when i heard this i can't stop laughing...hahaXD

today damn boring...dunno wat to do with...
tmr hv to hand in PJ folio...lol~
at 1st plan to finish it today...but nw lazy...zzz


juz finish my computer class homework...lol...
took me half an hour to finish this whole thing...
p/s: i'm not making love letter...

retake

today retake theory test....
study the whole night(didn't slp)...
i drank a cup of coffee in the midnight...sum ppl say drink coffee can hv more spirit...really??but i hate the taste of it...
in the morning before go sch, i drank again a cup of coffee(so that i won't slp during the test)...hahaXD...i feel like wanna vomit with the coffee...that time my stomach was so empty...my gosh...hungry~
although didn't slp to study, but still can't recognize all the parts...
this time theory is harder than last time...
i feel so nervous when answering the questions...
my mind almost blank...
the essay hv to write more than 200words...omg...i don't really rmb the notes n i hv not enough time to finish it...
times up~~test finish at 11am...
my paper still got a few questions were blanked...
TT...hope this time won't fail...
if failed, i really don't know what else i can do...

today went parade with carson...
he looks different from his photo...
nearly can't recognize him...he's so black...lol
saw kae chyn at imax...he recognize wrong ppl...==|||
at parade was quite boring...went back at 2pm...
3.30pm taekwondo class...i love it...
break at 4.45pm continue 2nd class at 5pm...
only me n my brother were present...==|||
played UNO cards with the teachers...hahaXD
it's a kind of weird bcoz i went taekwondo class but play UNO...lol...last sunday also like this...
tmr's morning computer class...not yet do homework~lol





haiz...i made him cried i guess...
what can i do for him??

have to work hard...

look at my eyes...what do you feel?

tmr is theory test for enrolment...
have to work hard...
these days rushing for sejarah folio...
can't really study for it...
y can't the test be on next saturday?? TT
tonight hv to study until very late...
haiz...

Failure Me...Useless Me...

i get number 16th in the whole class...wth...
disappointed with my results...
last time i was number 6th in the whole class...
i can't accept this fact...
after i saw the results paper...tears almost drop out from my eyes...
i wanna cry but i dun wanna cry in school...
finally when reached home i cried...
y am i so useless??? y am i so failure???
how can i get this kind of results??
i dunno how to face my parents...i make them disappointed...
i not even dare to tell them my results...haiz...
i feel stress...what can i do???
i wanna cry now...=(

=|

today wore my bsmm uniform...
din touch it for months..lol...still can fit in...
this saturday retake enrolment..TT
8am~11am...can i catch up before that??
i feel stress...vry vry stress...
1st...my sejarah folio...haiz...how to do??hand in friday...
2nd...retake theory...haiz...how to read??exam saturday...
3rd...results...haiz...will i drop out of top 10??i'm so scare...
at home...two stupid made me cried...(my fren n my brother)
they dunno what they did huh??finally my fren apologize to me...
but my brother...(i'm gonna slap him next time)...
no respect at all...dunno which teacher so useless teach him moral...teach until like this...
tuition time...crazy...bought lot of junk foods n eat(coz that time too moody)...until now(10 setember 09)oso not yet finish...lol
when backed home start my sejarah report...um...how to do??swt...
i can't even start anything...
later on asked sin pei how to do...she say:(so easy, i help u la)...n now only did a few parts of the report(i think so)...SWT...
chatted a while on msn n now blogging...(4.25am)
gonna sleep...bye^^



should i love him??

yeah...

1st news...i failed my enrolment test...oh yea...==|||

2nd...this saturday can retake...but different paper...TT
3rd...yesterday i wrote:"anyone would lend me to copy her folio"...n today cheryl borrowed me to photostat her sumber...i love you^^...hahaXD
4th...my bus mate make me angry thn i throw small piece of paper towards him n it goes inside his mouth...hahaXD...
today's mood quite happy...dunno y...lol
going to wear my bsmm uniform tmr...
din wear for few months...lol...
dunno still can fit in or not...i'm fatting...
every night eating supper...hahaXD
he told me breakfast is the most important meal in a day n i'm doing the opposite...supper is the most important meal in a day for me...lolXD


smileys on my legs...
omg i'm fat!!


captured this morning

hee^^

today no school...good...^^
this morning woke up at 10am...
after half an hour went out for breakfast...
then go parade with family n my aunt...TT
i wished to go with my frens...but my mum dun let...
today saw bernard with his beloved football...lol...
we chatted a while in popular...=)
i so scare my mum saw him n ask me who is him...
whatever...bought a sejarah reference book...
actually i dunno whether i will read it or not...hahaXD
but my sejarah is weak...have to buy...lol
once i reached ground floor got a promoter straight away come forward me n talk talk talk non-stop...
i stucked thr n i was like:huh??what for u tell me this??i'm only 14 n my mum is in front n listening ur frens promoting...
after she 'bla' finish she ask me want or not n i said: "my mum is in front thr..." hahaXD
today no tuition...yeah^^went night market...
actually quite boring...my mum dun let me buy things...TT
she only bought me a cup of drink n two types of food...
tmr school again...my sejarah folio dunno how to do...
i'm going to die soon...TT...anyone would lend me his/her folio for me to copy??LOLXD...today quite happy...


parade wearing...

T_T

life is bored...is it??no...it's meaningful

but i don't know what should i do...haiz...
study hard??not my style...for me, life kinda boring...
next year is pmr...n i'm wasting my time...
i feel lazy to study unless i'm interested with that subject...
should i try to be hardworking??i don't know...
i'm worsen...not good anymore...
results dropping...frens lessing...always fight with my mum n bro...
these really make me sad...
sometimes i'll think that what would happen if i die??
anyone would cry for me??or is thr anyone that will be happy??
thinking like this is stupid i know...whatever...

the time is passing every seconds n what i do is...
online,chat with frens,waste time,day dreaming,dating...
in future, will i regret what i did now for not studying hard??
haiz...i don't want to think about this anymore...
coz it will remain like normal n there will be no changes...


after taekwondo...

these days i'm sucks....

today is the enrolment test...
yesterday study until 4am only sleep...
wake up at 6am...
after finished all the things go school...
read read read...
f2's 1st test is marching...good...i love it^^
after that is oral...haiz...a little difficult n i forget all...TT
then continue with bandaging exam...
love this too but i did many things wrong...
reef knot tie wrong...the first two bandaging forget to put padding...TT...padding got 3 marks for each...
the last one is theory test...Oh My Gosh...
this is the most difficult test i had done...
objective quite easy...but subjective...once i opened the page i saw many question marks...lol
the total marks for subjective questions are 60marks together with the essay(20 marks)...my gosh...the part that i not yet memorize they put all in subjective...
all subjective question i don't know...TT
the essay i only wrote around 5 rows...
i know i'm going to fail...but hopefully won't...
i was so worse these days...