Confused, confused and confused....
Thought I'm okay.
But after a short while I started missing you again.
Maybe it's not that easy for me to stop.
I don't know.
Sometimes I seem to be okay with just maintaining this relation this way.
Sometimes I'm afraid to progress further.
Sometimes I thought about our future.
But I was relieved when you said remain as friends.
Then I don't have to worry about this and that.
Both of us can proceed with what we want to achieve.
B isn't bad actually.
But I'm still considering.
At the same time, I don't want B to be a substitution of A.
Perhaps I shouldn't think about love yet?
But sometimes it's very difficult to control feelings.
