finally, i broke up with him last night...
i think that's good for both of us...
nothing much to mention on it anymore...
but i just don't understand why you want me to promise you not to date with others and concentrate on my studies but instead u dated with me?
in others' eyes you look selfish...
but i don't know what you're thinking...
anyway...it's over...

ok, let's talk about today...
finally i had done all my 'karangan'...
i spent my whole night to finish it...
(which mean i didn't sleep at all...LOL)
just now went for a 'guitar workshop'
it's not as fun as i expected...
most of the time is watching video...
the girl is extremely AWESOME!
in her freaking weird way of playing guitar...
KAKI KING is her name...LOL...

tomorrow staying back for choral speaking...
going parade after that...=)

in progress...LOL

does it looks good?

finished blogging at 6.13pm...

KARANGAN!! ARGH!!

right hand breaking~









finished blogging at 9.50pm...

gonna rush for homework...
haiz...
too many things happened...

betrayed
untrusted
ignored








finished blogging at 4.12pm...

=(
haiz...









finished blogging at 15.13pm

AN EXTREMELY LAME VIDEO DIRECTED BY KOH KIM LING
XD



Actually this video is my computer class project...
after burning the CD...got it back today...

messy table, when doing folio...

RE2 Results...

Little watermelon...
awh~ so CUTE! >.<

finished blogging at 11.11pm...

What The Heck? i made a wrong mistake...

today's exam not mid year test...

no need take test also can...==

marks not counted...ZZZ

i was so IDIOT...LOL

by the way, today's test was EXTREMELY EASY...

umm...something like form 2 end year paper?

i can't see any form 3's question...LOL

*currently at RE2

finished blogging at 14.08pm...

freaking tired...
just ended taekwondo class...
i didn't bring 'gear'(to protect hand and leg)...
now my hand and leg pain like hell...LOL
tomorrow gonna hand in SENI FOLIO...
until now...i only painted backgrounds...LOL
contains not yet started...even the front cover...
maybe not going to sleep...XD
this saturday have school replacement...T_T
HAVE EXAMS!! Science and Maths 'Gerak Gempur'
actually this is Mid Year Exam...
but our school teachers really having problems...
they like to put exams on school replacements...
OH MY FREAKING GOD~
i only left 1 day to study?
HAHAHA(sarcastic laugh) =,="
whatever...
i trust i can score...just hope:
there's no grade C for Science...
NO 90% and below for Maths...

Bye...
Continue my folio...LOL

and yeah...i FORGET to EAT my LUNCH + DINNER



finished blogging at 10.51pm...

backed to my blog after 2 days...hee=D
what should i write? LOL
just backed from work...bathed and so on...
sleepy...ZZZ
no idea what to do now...
tomorrow school...
awh~ lots of homework...XP
lazy to do it...
wednesday have to hand in seni folio...
and i not yet started...LOL
gonna dead soon...








finished blogging at 1.40am...

16TH APRIL

had a great day today
=D







finished blogging at 12.04am...

i'm so suffer right now...
this morning argued with a friend...
yesterday also argued with her...
are she hating me? i don't know...
i just feel scare...i scare our friendship will lost...
and i cried...or maybe i just think too much...

after i reached home...get scold by mum...
she ask: do you know the dog bite my shoes?
i say i don't know...then she starting to scold...
she said: why didn't you tie her up after you bath it yesterday?
i said : i just forget at once...
then she scold me 'sei fatt wen'
say i'm useless....
i tell her the dog also got bite her plants...
she go see the plants...
when she came back...she hit me...
keep on say i 'useless! fatt wen!'
and i cried again...
i was feeling to suicide this afternoon...

just now...i'm getting more suffer...
thought of my best friend...
are you really betraying me?
i trust on you...
but they are blaming me...
what should i do? am i wrong?
who should i trust? ='(
how good it is, if you never did this before...
i feeling to cry again...

i want someone to talk to...
but my best friends are leaving me one by one...
only choy kei, chin, jae mie and kent that maintain...
winnie? maybe she's my best friend too..
but sometimes i used to dislike her...SORRY winnie..
there's another one...but he has disappeared for few weeks...
maybe he has got his new life...

should stop here now...
bye~


*maybe one day i'll really suicide if i continue stress like this






finished blogging at 11.06pm...

9th April

*yawn~
tired...
LOL...

today i got 13/15 for my BI oral...XD not bad
after school went yik foong take nametags...
ZZZ...very funny lo...
'peer FIRST aider' can made as 'peer FIST aider'
==|||...whatever...wait her redo again...
after yik foong went parade walk with jie jie...XD
then i enjoy the rest of my day at parade...
reached home at 7.40pm after taking school bus...
had taekwondo class from 8pm-9.30pm...

tomorrow going school to clean sickroom...
8am-12pm...while wait for my mum to fetch me after 1pm...
go parade...XD...no idea to walk with who...
i wish to go MGS...
but nevermind...since i don't have coupons...
go also walk only, can't do anything...LOL

nights~ =)








finished blogging at 12.31am...

today went for Choral Speaking competition...
not bad...we only practised for 2 days...imagine it...
compared with other schools who practised for many days...XD
we are considered GREAT...LOL...
but sadly, we lost...3rd place...
MGS 1st and AMC 2nd...
yeah, i admit that MGS was really AWESOME!
but AMC? their script was childish~
'A-Z encyclopedia of Malaysian'
the judge said their team have no expressions...
and she said they came out with words such as 'sperms and condom'
then what is the reason for them to get 2nd?
==|||
anyway...it's over...

just now i was happy...
the girl i admired since form1 find me on FB...
i was surprised with that...XD
hope can make good friend with her...=)

today i heard something...
she betrayed me?
why are you doing such thing like that?
my heart feels so pain...
i feel like crying...='(
hopefully that's not real...

kae chyn: what's wrong with you these few days? =(





finished blogging at 9.58pm...

many stuffs waiting me to settle...
A LOT OF FOLIOs...T_T
my homework is piled up like a mountain...
LOL...and i have no idea what to do on it...
my studies...urm...maybe i'm getting stupid? LOL
hopefully i'm still top 10 in class...
full As is impossible...'cause already get 2C n don't know 2 or 3B...
but i have a strong feeling that...
all the following test papers is A...XD
after MSSD i'm busy with Choral Speaking...LOL
it's boring if i have nothing to do...XD









finished blogging at 1.38am...

started my part time job yesterday...hee=D
quite fun...but also tired...
leg + hand pain...LOL
nothing much to blog...

i'm dark yeah...XD

what a 'yellow' t-shirt...








finished blogging at 2.08pm...

2th APRIL 2010

finally MSSD ended...relax...
no...after MSSD is my working life...
ZZZ...i'm becoming robotic...
doing stuff non-stop...

last night i dreamed something that made me cried badly...
it's about my schoolmates and i...
i feel that i'm being ignored...
no people cares my feeling...
in the dream chin asked me: is 'this'(i forget what's that) more important than friendship? i didn't answer and i ran away...
she chased me...i was hugging her in my dream and i cried...
when i was awake...i'm crying...
i have no idea what's going on with me...LOL
~that's all~







finished blogging at 1.17am

had a great time today during school hours...
most of the time i was sleeping...
i slept for whole maths period...XD
(that's what i do usually...LOL)
most of the teachers are either busy or didn't start lesson...

after school went parade until 2.30pm...
then, went back school for CHORAL SPEAKING...
damn boring...ZZZ
how are we going to practise is this kind of condition?
and the competition is on next wednesday...==

this saturday starting working for my part time...
at SUMRUM RESTAURANT...LOL...forest restaurant...XD
from 4pm till 12am...
maybe can't sms...T_T
but not bad la...RM30 per day...2 days RM60...XD
then friday night help master teach class...RM8 per class...XP

tomorrow morning going stadium again...
my last event for MSSD...100m lari berpagar...
wish i could win...but that's hopeless...LOL


today we being fooled by Pn. Authar, PK HEM
she said: tomorrow we're having school...
everyone was like: HAR?! OMG?! WHY?! NO!!
hahahahaha...
suddenly she say: who come school tomorrow is april fool...
What The Fuck? zha dou...LOL








finished blogging at 23.16pm...