activities that i'm going to attend:

17th July - Hari Anugerah (performance)
18th July - Ipoh International Run (duty)
20th July - ICAS (International Competitions and Assessments for Schools)

2nd August - PMR trial

September - Farewell + Enrollment test

October - PMR

somehow, i wish everything could back to the past...

but, day dreaming is USELESS!

i should work hard for now and future...

conversation between me and my mum...

she: why you always dropped?
me: everyone also dropped...
she: you always find reason...always say EVERYONE ALSO EVERYONE ALSO...why don't you say yourself?
me: oh~
she: how can you like this? you should work hard...
me: en~
she: you see you tuition what? tuition until results dropped...
me: oh~
she: you can't always rely on tuition...
me: yes~
she: if no tuition, then you'll die lo?
me: oh~
she: those people who don't have tuition no need get A lo?
me: en~
she: i don't know why nowadays you'll become like this...
me: oh~
she: if you say everyone dropped, then why people can score better than you?
me: because they're clever...
she: why can't you be clever?
me: ==...
she: (bla bla bla)
me: oh
she: (bla bla bla)
me: en~

to be continued....

watched karate kid...
muahaha...
Oh My God...
i love Dre! LOL
he's so awesome....
perhaps one day i can fight like him...
*Laugh My Ass Off

i did not sleep last night....
was doing slides show for my science presentation....
"the death of stars"
not bad not bad...XD
hopefully my presentation will be success...


my mum asked me to beg my dad so that he will change his mind and let us stay...
i don't know what should i do...haiz

my mum said, if we manage to get a job with my salary RM500 per month, she RM1200 and my brother RM500....
we might not need to shift...
What The Fuck...
Five Hundred? how find?
unless i do full time...
but like this means no need to study?
=,=
that's impossible...

create your own future...
do it before it's too late...

hmm..maybe i should concentrate on my studies?
urgh...but somehow i'm just too lazy...

let me tell you a funny stuff happened today...
during BM period..
teacher asked us question about 'imbuhan di-'
and i manage to answer it...
muahahahaha...
this is not funny =,="
BM is double period...
after answered that question,
we copy notes...and i fell asleep....
it's so miracle that i heard what teacher ask while i was sleeping...LOL
i heard she ask 'apakah beza BARU dan BAHARU'
no one answer...then i heard she said
"mungkin KIM LING boleh jawab"
then she called my name "KIM LING~~"
and i awake...with a blur face...LMAO
she looked away...
then i was like, raised up my hand...LOL
and i answer "BARU-dia BARU siap...
BAHARU-saya membeli baju BAHARU"
then teacher said "betul! tengok! KIM LING tidur pun boleh jawab"
hahahahahaha...what the....

i lost something...)=
*sobs...

i'm no good

i made him angry...
i'm so brainless...
i don't know why i typed that message...
i felt so sorry...
but as you said, sorry no cure...
it's too late to apologize...

Buddies, i'm leaving...

already confirmed that i'll be shifting to JOHOR on NOVEMBER...
yea...THIS november....after PMR...
what else can i do?
i will try to spend as much as i can in society...
do whatever that is possible for me to do...
before i leave...

Buddies, this time i really have to leave...
NOT to HELL but to another place....