finally, i broke up with him last night...
i think that's good for both of us...
nothing much to mention on it anymore...
but i just don't understand why you want me to promise you not to date with others and concentrate on my studies but instead u dated with me?
in others' eyes you look selfish...
but i don't know what you're thinking...
anyway...it's over...

ok, let's talk about today...
finally i had done all my 'karangan'...
i spent my whole night to finish it...
(which mean i didn't sleep at all...LOL)
just now went for a 'guitar workshop'
it's not as fun as i expected...
most of the time is watching video...
the girl is extremely AWESOME!
in her freaking weird way of playing guitar...
KAKI KING is her name...LOL...

tomorrow staying back for choral speaking...
going parade after that...=)

in progress...LOL

does it looks good?

finished blogging at 6.13pm...

KARANGAN!! ARGH!!

right hand breaking~









finished blogging at 9.50pm...

gonna rush for homework...
haiz...
too many things happened...

betrayed
untrusted
ignored








finished blogging at 4.12pm...

=(
haiz...









finished blogging at 15.13pm

AN EXTREMELY LAME VIDEO DIRECTED BY KOH KIM LING
XD



Actually this video is my computer class project...
after burning the CD...got it back today...

messy table, when doing folio...

RE2 Results...

Little watermelon...
awh~ so CUTE! >.<

finished blogging at 11.11pm...

What The Heck? i made a wrong mistake...

today's exam not mid year test...

no need take test also can...==

marks not counted...ZZZ

i was so IDIOT...LOL

by the way, today's test was EXTREMELY EASY...

umm...something like form 2 end year paper?

i can't see any form 3's question...LOL

*currently at RE2

finished blogging at 14.08pm...

freaking tired...
just ended taekwondo class...
i didn't bring 'gear'(to protect hand and leg)...
now my hand and leg pain like hell...LOL
tomorrow gonna hand in SENI FOLIO...
until now...i only painted backgrounds...LOL
contains not yet started...even the front cover...
maybe not going to sleep...XD
this saturday have school replacement...T_T
HAVE EXAMS!! Science and Maths 'Gerak Gempur'
actually this is Mid Year Exam...
but our school teachers really having problems...
they like to put exams on school replacements...
OH MY FREAKING GOD~
i only left 1 day to study?
HAHAHA(sarcastic laugh) =,="
whatever...
i trust i can score...just hope:
there's no grade C for Science...
NO 90% and below for Maths...

Bye...
Continue my folio...LOL

and yeah...i FORGET to EAT my LUNCH + DINNER



finished blogging at 10.51pm...

backed to my blog after 2 days...hee=D
what should i write? LOL
just backed from work...bathed and so on...
sleepy...ZZZ
no idea what to do now...
tomorrow school...
awh~ lots of homework...XP
lazy to do it...
wednesday have to hand in seni folio...
and i not yet started...LOL
gonna dead soon...








finished blogging at 1.40am...

16TH APRIL

had a great day today
=D







finished blogging at 12.04am...

i'm so suffer right now...
this morning argued with a friend...
yesterday also argued with her...
are she hating me? i don't know...
i just feel scare...i scare our friendship will lost...
and i cried...or maybe i just think too much...

after i reached home...get scold by mum...
she ask: do you know the dog bite my shoes?
i say i don't know...then she starting to scold...
she said: why didn't you tie her up after you bath it yesterday?
i said : i just forget at once...
then she scold me 'sei fatt wen'
say i'm useless....
i tell her the dog also got bite her plants...
she go see the plants...
when she came back...she hit me...
keep on say i 'useless! fatt wen!'
and i cried again...
i was feeling to suicide this afternoon...

just now...i'm getting more suffer...
thought of my best friend...
are you really betraying me?
i trust on you...
but they are blaming me...
what should i do? am i wrong?
who should i trust? ='(
how good it is, if you never did this before...
i feeling to cry again...

i want someone to talk to...
but my best friends are leaving me one by one...
only choy kei, chin, jae mie and kent that maintain...
winnie? maybe she's my best friend too..
but sometimes i used to dislike her...SORRY winnie..
there's another one...but he has disappeared for few weeks...
maybe he has got his new life...

should stop here now...
bye~


*maybe one day i'll really suicide if i continue stress like this






finished blogging at 11.06pm...