Observation from acne

Vivian: Koh, your acnes more than mine.
Me: Ya lo.
Jo Anne: My sister said, people with too many stress will like that.
Me: ==? Huh? Ya meh...?

Broken Promise

Once, you used to said: "I scare i'll lose you"
And i promised: "I won't leave you. =)"
But now, you're the one who ruined the promise...
Sigh. Is everyone the same?

Disappeared phone.

My phone disappeared...
After i take nap, my phone STILL THERE...
I went to wash my face...
Went downstairs do some stuffs...
And what so ever....

After all these things settled, I went back to my room
I packed some stuffs (rubbish)...
Then, I realize my phone missing~
I'm sure i did not pack it into the rubbish category....
I try to phone my number....
Unfortunately, i put on silent mode...==
But, i can still hear the sound of vibration...
It comes from my mum's room's drawer...
And it's locked

I ask her for the drawer's key,
she says: no key ah, impossible inside la...you go bath first...
Ya, i feel that too...
How come inside my room will suddenly goes into her drawer?

OK, after i bath...i phone my number again...
THIS TIME: THE NUMBER YOU HAVE DIALED, IS NOT AVAILABLE AT THE MOMENT. PLEASE TRY AGAIN LATER.
Oh My Gosh~ What The Fuck? == Fine

After tuition, i try to phone again...
The same sentences appear...
MY PHONE DISAPPEARED~
( i suspect my mum)

Pictures

The most natural, without any thing on my face =)

(This picture 'hak sei yan' LOL)

Yesterday went Oscar Studio to take photos...
It's a wedding package..
Why i suddenly go take?
'Cause got one aunty introduce and say that package got offer now...
At the same time, i take the opportunity to capture some photos for me to submit for a competition organized by Shin Jew Newpaper...
The make up is like...WTF...
Freaking thick...(but can cover my acne)
i like the make up...Quite nice...(but too thick)
This thingy takes me 5 hours ++ until i skipped my tuition class...

Before making up...

How is it?

Different

I have no idea what i'm tryng to do these few days...
The one should be studying is not studying...
I'm doing things that are exrtraordinary...
3 more days to trial but i'm here onlining in the middle of the night...
Instead, others are burning the midnight oil...

Somehow, i feel hopeless...
No more energy to survive...
I admit, i became weak...
Don't know since when...
Last time i'm tough...
I'll never tears...
Even if i did, this situation normally just maintain for 10 seconds and below.
But nowadays i can cry for more than an hour...
(Wow, that's so different...LOL)
Sometimes i wish i could suicide.

But in the other hand, i want to success..
I don't want to let people look down on me...
(This is my attitude)
I want everything about me to be perfect...
I try to study hard...
But i can't...
Sometimes i'm looking at the book but things that appear in my mind are totally different and not related to the book...LOL
Could i score flying colours?
No.

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Annoyance

i thought you are, but you're not...
you think i am, but i'm not...
you don't know me...
i don't know you...
in a nut shell, strangers...

(don't ask me what i mean, i don't know)

Mum locked computer...
Less on blogging...

yesterday i took the ICAS paper...
It was extremely difficult....
i 'shooted' around half of the questions...
*note : there's 60 questions...
i'm going to get a D grade....LOL

nothing much to blog...
Trial is coming...
TRIAL = PMR
Actually there's no difference...
When you take trial, as if you're taking PMR too...
(this is my own view)

tomorrow stay back at wisma...
count money...LOL
NEVER LOSE to youth 7...

i just had a freaking nice DINNER at 11pm...
nasi lemak + fry egg+ hot milo...
LOL...it is exactly a BREAKFAST set!
i have no idea whether i'm having dinner or breakfast...
LOL...


tomorrow performing dance for Hari Anugerah...
’Fusion Dance' with my friends...
the costume is like...OMG...