Another new year.

It's another new year.
It passed so fast. Fast until i can't believe it's 2012 now.
Seriously, i'm not really ready for 2012 yet.
One is because of him. Another reason is because of study.
This year form 5 already. I guess i'll busy like hell.
Not because of society. Tuitions also can make me drown already. LOL. And my job too.

Don't know why i will start blogging these few days.
Affected by someone? LOL. Or maybe i'm just too down and sad.
No one i could talk to. Sometimes even if you tell your best friends about your problems.
They might give you some advices. But the final conclusion still depends on yourself.
You can only rely on your own.

Of course, i already get used to this kind of living style.
I don't simply trust people. If i trust you, you're lucky. LOL. just kidding.
Even sometimes when my friends praise me, i'll consider about it first.
Thinking whether it's true or not. Two face people i saw a lot.
If you want to be like this, i can treat you in the same way too. =)


Telling myself that i'm okay. I really think i'm okay.
But today my dance friend ask me what happened.
What i surprised is i start tearing before i finish my words to her.
I really hope i can stop crying. Don't wish my eyes to be swelled when school reopen.
I'm really tired. I need some time to calm my mind.
I took half a year to let go of my ex. How long do i need to let go of you?
Haha. More than that? Less than? Or never?
It's a probability. =)