KiM LiNG

Haih.

2012-01-29T02:14:00.002+08:00

Find that i kinda dislike my dad these few days.
He keep smoking. I really feel very uncomfortable.
Especially when i was sick.

He keep on saying my fever small matter only. ==
He don't know that i was suffering. Go and smoke some more.
I eat panadols he scolded me: "You thought is sweets?"
Of course i won't la. I follow instructions only.
2 caplets every 4 to 6 hours.
If he really care about my health the he shouldn't smoke in the house.

1st January 2012

2012-01-02T03:03:00.003+08:00

Yesterday overnight at friend's house after performance.

Left my phone at home before go out. This afternoon only got back my phone.

This morning i ate a little for brunch.

Decided to watch movie with my friends at jusco.

But after brunch i vomited. Was having headache.

LOL. But the plan still goes on.

Watched 23:59. Haha.

When i bought the tickets i didn't realize that it's PG18.

When i was going in. The man suddenly called me and asked for my IC.

I was like "huh?" then lend him my IC.

Then he suddenly say i cannot enter. I was like "WTF??" LOL

I said "why?" he said "i'm not 18 yet"

OMG. what to do? hahaha.

We were discussing to change tickets to another movie.

But the man said cannot. Then we tried to beg him.

Cause the girl at the counter didn't tell me must be 18 above.

Finally he let me enter. LOL. Lucky?

After movie we walked around.

He told me he's at jusco too.

Wanted to see him actually. But i scare. Haha. Scare awkward.

Suddenly, he was standing in front of me when i walked out from popular.

At that moment, i had a sudden heart attack. LOL

Seriously, my heart almost jumped out.

Quite nervous and awkward.

Ya. We smiled to each other. Then he walked away.

Very soon, i saw him again for the 2nd time.

He just passed beside me. With his mum.

But we did not have a chance to talk.

Even if we had, i don't think i could speak it out.

Kayang said we yao yuen. But i said 有缘无分。Haha. Truth.

After wandering around, followed my friend's car to her grandmother's house.

We had barbecue at there. Hmm. It's fun. But i didn't really enjoy it.

Haha. Maybe because it's not with my own family and relatives?

First time without using knife, i used hand and fork to eat a lamb chop. Haha

Tomorrow although school haven't start yet, but tuition already started,

At first i wanted to change to Tuesday because i don't wanna see him on Monday.

But now I'm feeling better. Telling myself that i shouldn't avoid.

Haha. Actually it's not a big matter right? Why do i take it so hard?

The same words again. "I need time"

Although i do smile and laugh a bit these few days,

but my heart still very 沉重(heavy)。

For me, it's just a New Year. Not a New Life.

Things still remain. I am still me. The forever emo and cool me. Haha

Photo taken at Jusco.

Another new year.

2012-01-01T02:56:00.002+08:00

It's another new year.
It passed so fast. Fast until i can't believe it's 2012 now.
Seriously, i'm not really ready for 2012 yet.
One is because of him. Another reason is because of study.
This year form 5 already. I guess i'll busy like hell.
Not because of society. Tuitions also can make me drown already. LOL. And my job too.

Don't know why i will start blogging these few days.
Affected by someone? LOL. Or maybe i'm just too down and sad.
No one i could talk to. Sometimes even if you tell your best friends about your problems.
They might give you some advices. But the final conclusion still depends on yourself.
You can only rely on your own.

Of course, i already get used to this kind of living style.
I don't simply trust people. If i trust you, you're lucky. LOL. just kidding.
Even sometimes when my friends praise me, i'll consider about it first.
Thinking whether it's true or not. Two face people i saw a lot.
If you want to be like this, i can treat you in the same way too. =)

Telling myself that i'm okay. I really think i'm okay.
But today my dance friend ask me what happened.
What i surprised is i start tearing before i finish my words to her.
I really hope i can stop crying. Don't wish my eyes to be swelled when school reopen.
I'm really tired. I need some time to calm my mind.
I took half a year to let go of my ex. How long do i need to let go of you?
Haha. More than that? Less than? Or never?
It's a probability. =)

Silly

2011-12-31T11:32:00.003+08:00

你整天说我傻瓜。其实最傻的是你。
你怕以后离开了我会让我更伤心？
那你又懂不懂其实我一早就知道你有一天会离开我？
我早就有那个心理准备了。只是没想过会是现在。

I never expect that this relation will last forever.
But it's not even one year. And you're leaving me now.
I just want to appreciate the moment with you now.
Why don't you understand that? Never mind.
I can't force you to be with me. I will wait for you.
Until you change your mind. (Although you might not)
Don't always worry that you'll affect me too much.
If you really think so, just tell me the truth.
Just say you want me to concentrate on study next year.
Just tell me what you're thinking. I will know what to do.
Just like what we did for our end year test.
At least i didn't feel sad even that time we didn't chat for a month.
Don't always hide things from me. You know i hate that.
We can actually talk nicely. Why must you take this step?
Only making both of us suffer.

无法控制的泪水。

2011-12-28T20:18:00.005+08:00

我很讨厌被蒙在鼓里的感觉。
但是为什么偏偏是你 ='(
我真的很伤心。

你曾经是我最好的朋友。当时我们都什么告诉对方。
虽然现在你不是我的朋友，但你现在对我来说是比好朋友更重要的人了。

你曾说过：我们之间不要有秘密。

你还记得这句话吗？也许你忘了吧。

我却一直傻傻的记住。所以我什么事都告诉你。

但是当我问你某些事情的时候你却瞒着我。

你说你不想让我担心。我知道。

但是我情愿担心也不愿意什么都不知道。

你觉得这样我很好受吗？

更可笑的是你居然custom你的facebook状态，不让我读。

我真笨，刚才还傻傻的去跟你说我的profile好像有问题。读不到你的状态。

你还跟我说：Lol. Nvm,
过后我知道真相的时候我真的很难过。

我对你太失望了！

你是我最信任的人。可是你居然这样对我。

我觉得我自己真可笑！

我现在很无奈。我真的不知道你在想什么。

我不想在你身边呆着的时候对你抱有怀疑的心情。

我现在真的很伤心。

唉。。。

2011-12-15T02:31:00.004+08:00

很久没来这里了怎么一来就想哭哈哈

也许是因为想起以前的事情吧。我真傻 =)

最近发生好多事情。我一个好朋友突然间玩失踪。在这么重要的时刻。全部人都联络不到她。

其实我很担心她是不是出了什么事。不过其他人只是在怪责她。说她不负责任。真的是这样吗？唉。。。只有她家人才知道事实。没事就好。

好累。。假期好无聊。明年就要 SPM 了。今年的成绩也不是很好。

原本打算趁着假期好好温习的。可是我并没有做到。天天都在浪费时间。日子一天一天的过。

我该如何是好？ =(

好想念他。

Backed.

2011-07-06T20:38:00.004+08:00

Abandoned my blog for a long while.
I'm backed. Haha. But will not stay long (might abandon again).
These days quite a lot of things happened.
*skip some parts.

Last saturday was my school co-co day.
And the 1 Murid 1 Sukan thing.
Won the Duet karaoke competition in my school with Divaa.
The prize was a bouquet of roses and a trophy.
LOL. After that, 3pm got K Box K King audition.
bring along my flowers there.
People keep staring at me (as if they never see people get flowers)

Knew some friends throughout the audition.
My result for audition was "WAIT FOR CONSIDERATION"
Haha. Kinda worry. I don't wanna wait for their phone call.
I went for audition again the next day. And finally i make it.
Passed. Top 50.
There are many up coming activities for this competition.
They say i have to go record a singing video at k box.
Then they will put on facebook and youtube. =(
23rd July 7.30pm got promo tour at SJKC Yuk Choy.
Have to sell 10 tickets. Haih. Who wants to go lah?==
Even myself don't know can attend or not.
But the staff say this event very important must go.
But at the same time i got a performance that night at another place.
So annoying. And stressed.
Then now onwards have to practice singing la. Bla bla.

Have to prepare for enrollment test and Form 5's farewell party also.
Haven't even start studying for my history.
Later i fail again.
The twilight book i borrowed from Peyee also don't have time to read yet.
Hmmm...What esle....

Tomorrow is parent's day. Haha.
Actually many people feel so worry about this day that they hope this day will never come.
I don't know why? LOL.
If you behave well during class and worked hard for your exam, even if your results dropped also nevermind.
Cause you know you tried your best.
I'm not very good also. Always sleep in class. LOL.
But i think this is not a problem for me. Haha.
She want to tell then tell. I can't do anything.
And i can't promise her "no next time"
Sleepy means sleepy.

Planned for a movie tomorrow after taking report card.
Transformer 3. But my god sis can't make it. ='(
Maybe i have to watch with my mum? Haha

Haven't prepare for my Oral test too.
Tomorrow morning English double period.
Hope she's busy and don't enter class or maybe forget about it. LOL

Haih.
I feel stressed and annoyed.
I don't know why am i wasting my time on facebook everyday.
Instead, i should do something more important.
Hope there's a way to make myself not so addicted on facebook.

Stress

2011-05-23T23:28:00.004+08:00

Things are so stress and i feel like crying everyday.
Of course, no one would know about this.
I wish that someone could lend me a shouler to cry on.
But no one would bother or even care.

I really can't stand those people that fooling around everyday.
They don't know the importance of THIS and the importance of THAT.
From my point of view, they're just doing something stupid that are wasting their time everyday. Not only wasting time but also making their life worse.
I really don't know why some people are so happy showing off their failed results everywhere.
You think it's a proud of getting failed?
HAHAHA. =__=
Good. Continue to fail. Congratulations.
Some people are working so hard for their life.
Though they failed something, they still want to success on it.
And YOU people, what are you doing?
Wandering around? Trapped in love? Or whatsoever reasons?
Okay. I don't mean that you can't fall in love.
But those give up on study because of love are seriously idiot.
So you think LOVE is your future? LOL...
And some people just thinking how to play truant everyday.
What you get for playing truant? Sahsiah A? LOL!
Please use your brain and think deeply what should you do now and what you shouldn't.

=)

2011-03-18T13:27:00.003+08:00

Saw this somewhere.
Wanted to share it =)

I remember
the first time we meet

I knew that you were made for me
but it's been agreed no men for me

No matter how sweet
they might be

Whenever i think about
being with you

My conscience disagrees
my promise I would like to keep

Even though i know
we're destined to be

Just afraid that
i'm in love too deep

Don't want to fall in love this easily
trying not to let myself get too close

Else my companions
will judge me guilty

Just afraid my love for you's too deep
my heart's flown to you with ecstasy

Perhaps one day
I cannot hold back

'Cuz sweetheart
you're my destiny

Holidays.

2011-03-12T23:06:00.007+08:00

Finally the monthly test is over.

Holidays started.

But my holidays full of activities.

The whole holidays is activities.

Holidays? Is it really a holidays?

THIS IS MY ORIGINAL SCHEDULE:

12th Saturday>>

8am-5pm (wisma) course

1pm-2.30pm (BI tuition)

13th Sunday>>
8am-10am (wisma) marching training.

10am-12pm (re2) computer lesson maybe? i think i'm gonna skip it again.

12pm-3pm (my avenue) dance practise

14th Monday>>
9am-3.30pm (wisma) practise

5pm-6.30pm (biology tuition)

15th Tuesday>>
8am-10am (school) olahraga training

5.30pm-9.30pm (Physics & Chemistry tuition)

16th Wednesday>>
9am-3.30pm (wisma) practise

8.15am-10.30am (school) netball practise

17th Thursday>>
8am-10am (school) olahraga training

8.15am-10.30am (school) netball practise

2.30pm-5.30pm (BM tuition)

18th Friday>>
9am-3.30pm (wisma) practise

8.15am-10.30am (school) netball practise

7pm-8.30pm (Account tuition)

19th Saturday>>
(wisma) Competition

8am-10am (school) olahraga training

20th Sunday>>
(wisma) Competition part 2
10am-12pm (re2) computer lesson

12pm-3pm (my avenue) dance practise

Can i divide myself into 5? LOL

But i'm forced to absent most of them.

Reason 1. Time crashing.

Reason 2. I'm going back to johor from 15th-18th. Main purpose--visiting grandfather's grave =(

1st march

2011-02-28T23:51:00.004+08:00

Backed to my blog after few weeks.

Sigh.

I feel so exhausted. So many things happened these few days.

Many thoughts in my mind.

Feel so annoying and stress.

I don't know who to share with. Blog isn't a good place to share everything.

Comes back to this quote: Trust no one. Lie to everyone.

Finally sports day ended.

This year don't really have a good achievement.

Last year got 2 golds 1 silver. This year 1 gold 2 bronzes.

Whatever. Didn't really care about it. LOL

And the marching. Just like what i expected, we got nothing.

I feel speechless on it. They seems so sad when the results is announced.

I have no feeling. Because i'm cold blooded? LOL. I don't know. Just not feeling to cry for it. Should accept the fact. Crying doesn't make sense after you lose.

Here the case come, starting blaming this and that.

It is ought to be done, if you can't do it don't blame others. Blame your own self please.

This is what i think.

Okay. After sports day, we have the courses at wisma.As usual lo. Course then exam.
Haih. The bandaging test yesterday was sucks.
So random. Without marking names how they make sure who did the right one and who did the wrong one? ==

Today during netball practice was a little bad luck.
I join the match a little late 'cause i went for my lunch.
Didn't do any stretching then straightaway join match.
1st game jau pk. Then injured my fingers. Don't know who bang on me. ==

After practice then went home. Took shower then cycled to tuition.
Finished at tuition 6.30pm. Started to watch animate after i reached home.
What else to do? LOL. I've got a lot of things to say actually.
But...sigh. Nevermind la. Don't wanna talk already.
Bye Bye.

...

2011-02-13T20:30:00.001+08:00

Why so many people secured their bogs? =.=

I'm Sick =(

2011-02-10T17:36:00.003+08:00

Fall sick right after holidays.
4 continuous days. =(
Flu + coughing.
I'm planning not to go school tomorrow.

* i don't want to talk to you bastards.

30th January.

2011-01-30T16:08:00.002+08:00

Blogger is getting boring.
Created a tumblr account.
But i don't know how to customize it. LOL

These days, ermm.
Don't know what to say actually.
Chinese New Year soon.
Some of their CNY cards are not given out yet. Haha
Last year gave out 20 or 30 cards.
This year bought 50 cards. (something wrong with me. LOL)
Left around 7 or 8 cards not yet give out.
Actually, giving out a card might be better than a simple wish. (i think)

These days quite tired.
Too many things to do.
Soon, there'll be a 5 continuous days of performances.
Ha-ha-ha. Hope i won't be nervous nor making any mistakes.

2011-01-25T23:19:00.002+08:00

I really have no idea what to do right now.
What do you mean?
Shouldn't you explain it?
Many question marks in my mind.

=\

2011-01-25T00:23:00.003+08:00

i have a bad feeling where something serious is happening tomorrow.

2.20am

2011-01-18T02:19:00.001+08:00

I'm so tired.
Just finished preparing the papers for tomorrow's history presentation.
Used me almost 3 hours to draw it. Haha.
Hope it will be success. =)

2011-01-07T00:43:00.003+08:00

Finally i get to enter 4 Kekwa (science + account). LOL
But i'm not as happy as i expected.
I heard some people 'wah~~' when my name was called to Kekwa. Hahaha
Gonna start lessons soon =D
Mum is going Singapore from Friday to Sunday.
You will be missed =)
These 3 days are out of transport.
I think i'm not going to headquarter this Saturday. LOL

3rd day

2011-01-05T20:52:00.003+08:00

Perhaps tomorrow can know what class i'm getting..
Today blue house meeting, got one post. Kinda happy =)
Asst. Secretary, though i don't really like secretary job. LOL
Next week gonna start house meeting/practise.
Sports day on 26th February. sigh. so fast =(
Next saturday got work.
Need to prepare 20 fast songs and dancing by that day.
I feel like dooming. == Can i quit it?
Arrhh~ So stressful

4th January 2011

2011-01-04T15:25:00.003+08:00

It's the 2nd day of schooling.
The orientation was boring.
Was sleeping in the hall for 2 days.
Lastly, still made up my mind to take 4 Kekwa (science + account)
Can i handle it?
For my future option (accountant), i should actually take art class.
The art class package is more suitable.
But in the package got Ekonomi Asas and English Literature.
Sigh. Whatever.
I would rather take Science in stead of these =.=
There's no point for me to study those subjects which i dislike.

So i'll be taking these for SPM:

1.BM
2.BI
3.AM
4.MM
5.PM
6.SEJARAH
7.ACCOUNT
8.PHYSICS
9.CHEMISTRY
10.BIOLOGY

New Year

2011-01-01T05:48:00.002+08:00

Happiest New Year's gift ever. =)
Thanks god, for giving me such a surprise.
My pain has gone.

A thousands of why?

2010-12-31T00:08:00.005+08:00

I want to talk to him.

Why must i neglect him because of you.

I don't understand.

Why am i forcing myself to do these.

Why each time when i get a nice friend to talk to, i will lost it eventually.

Why is the fact being so cruel?

Next monday

2010-12-30T00:30:00.003+08:00

Didn't realize that school is re-opening on next Monday until my brother told me just now.

=.= Still blur case. (damn fast)

Books not yet buy. (I believe most of them are same as me. LOL)

Had made up my mind to take science + account.

See how 1st. Maybe will change my mind after the 1st week of orientation.

Exhausted today. =\

=)

2010-12-27T17:16:00.003+08:00

看见你这样，我也很心痛。
不过，咳。。。
算啦，反正我也不算是什么。=)

23rd December 2010

2010-12-24T03:39:00.004+08:00

(Currently at Angela's house. Overnight.)

Today was a big day for me.

Finally the result is out.

Once i reached hall saw Lava was tearing and hugging Meera.

For sure, she straight As. LOL.

Soon, it's my turn.

Quite nervous. Teacher asked me to sign 1st.

Then she ask me how many As i want.

I say 7. Then she say: Baik. Cikgu bagi Kim Ling 7A.

Then i looked at my result slip at shouted like mad for 10 seconds on the chair.

Hahahaha.

Unfortunately, some of my friends who took 8 subjects only get 7As.

Feel happy for them too. But they don't seems so happy. LOL

Then went parade after the photography session.

Need to buy a lot of stuffs. =(

Saw Choon Yee at Sky Mex. He told me he 7A then he said want to go to top floor jump building wor. Hahahahahaha XD

Then later on saw Winnie. Hahaha.

Eh. I forget her hair colour today is black or brown. LOL!

Then, my phone suddenly rang.

A phone call from Nicholous.

Feel surprised. LOL. He asked me how many A.

After that, went for my lunch at foodcourt. Or should i say breakfast. LOL

Most of my friends are going for a movie.

Actually i want too. =( Too bad i don't have enough time.

Then wander around in Parade.

Went back at 2pm. Go angela's house.

At night singing competition at Taiping. Today final.

Today sang a new song, maybe because today 1st time sing this song,

i was freaking nervous.

Whole song out of tune. =P

Hahahaha. Doesn't matter. Still got RM50 as prize.

Then went back at around 12am.

That's all for today.

Thanks for reading. =D

Picture 1

Picture 2

Stupid KiMLiNG

2010-12-19T01:01:00.002+08:00

Stupid pictures =D

Random Random Random.........................

2010-12-18T01:41:00.003+08:00

Was too boring.

2 random pictures. Hahahaha!

Call me Crazy XD

EEEEEEE~

AAAAAAAA~

17th December 2010

2010-12-17T19:08:00.002+08:00

Kinda boring these few days.

Sigh.

Eat, Sleep, Online.

Arh!!!

Someone please rescue me form this hell~

Johor

2010-12-16T00:14:00.006+08:00

Inside the bus

(i like this picture XD)

Toilet

Today my grandma gave me this.

I feel so surprised.

Love you grandma <3

Reached Johor in this evening.

Just like what i've thought earlier, BORING.

Not even have enough computer to use. LOL

Luckily there's 0.facebook.com if not i would have die a century ago.

But still, using laptop is obviously better than using a phone to online ==

Get to use the laptop at 10.30pm. ==|||

Okay. Time to introduce someone. LMAO

Chatted with Kent Lee Woi Qin (hopefully didnt spell wrong).

Hahahahah. Ex tuition mate.

Knew him since standard 4. =D

He seems so different. Changed. LOL

Last time he was cool. Hahaha.

Yesterday chatted with him also.

Just now webcam with him too.

He said i still look same. What the hell. LOL

But he looks more mature. Other word (older) hahaha

Main point comes:

My mum passed by and saw me chatting with someone.

She asked: who's that?

I said: a friend

She asked: boy ah?

I said: knew since primary.

Then later on she saw his face.

She asked: your primary school got boy one meh?

I answered: I said i knew him since primary, not at my primary school.LOL

Then she started mumbling

Asking how i know him, where he lives, study good or not. Sigh

This is what we called 'parents' haha

And i realized something on myself.

Nowadays i become more talkative and friendly.

I don't know whether it is a good thing for me or not.

But seems like it becomes part of my habits. LOL

i miss him...but i tell myself i shouldn't =(

Edited

2010-12-15T04:13:00.001+08:00

Changed new background and new music.

Any comment?

Johor

2010-12-15T04:02:00.000+08:00

5 days to Johor.

Sigh. =(

Red Eye

2010-12-13T03:45:00.003+08:00

I rubbed my eye and it goes red. =.=

For two days

This reminds me of the movie 'Child's eye'

Haha. Though i did not watch that movie.

Cincai la. Also 'eye' LMAO

Journey

2010-12-11T23:18:00.002+08:00

15th-19th
Johor Bahru (hometown)
Maybe going Singapore too. (boring =.=)

22th
Taiping (singing competition)

25th
Kuala Lumpur (singing competition)

Today was fine =)
A little boring =\

Today's schedule:

11am --woke up
12.30pm --lunch
1pm-3.30pm --tuition (should be 2.30pm)
damn that teacher make me stayback =.=
4pm --online,play games, chores.
6.45pm --shower
7.30pm --go neighbour's birthday party
10.15pm --back home
online until now.

2010-12-04T23:27:00.001+08:00

K BOX KIDDIE K QUEST (K ZAI K LUI) FINAL

Date: 7th December 2010 (Tuesday)

Venue: Ipoh Parade Main Stage

Time: 1pm - 4pm.

Feel free to come =)

I'm contestant 14th.

New nickname.

2010-11-30T21:54:00.003+08:00

My new nickname.

EVIEE

Holidays' life

2010-11-30T20:47:00.001+08:00

Schedule fulled.

Tired.

Boring.

Holidays' life

2010-11-30T20:47:00.000+08:00

Schedule fulled.

Tired.

Boring.

K BOX KIDDIE K QUEST TOP 30 PROMO TOUR

2010-11-26T21:07:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow promo tour at SJKC Bercham =)
Do come and support =D
10am.

2010-11-23T03:11:00.002+08:00

Edited several pictures.
These pictures are extras which i did not put on facebook.

Reflection

Result of over-editing. XD
Does it looks emo?
(Though the main purpose of capturing this is not for emo)
LOL

2010-11-20T20:15:00.001+08:00

Gonna busy these few days.
Starting from 20th - 28th November.
I miss him =)
Just a friend.

2010-11-17T20:36:00.002+08:00

In a fucking bad mood.
Just feeling to burst foul words.

2010-11-17T20:35:00.002+08:00

Annoying.
Fuck Off please.

Copied from Amelia

2010-11-16T19:05:00.002+08:00

Just now saw a post posted by Amelia.
I am freaking agree with what she said:

please . don't go around telling people about those private problems to your friends. it's not your fucking problem. it's someone's problem. what's wrong with you. sharing it to your friends and strangers. sounds very cool huh? no it's not. try to think what if people go around and spread your stupid idiotic problems t...o people. wtf will u feel.

Enrollment 2010

2010-11-13T19:24:00.003+08:00

Did not sleep last night.
Stay up until 4.15am
Then winnie's mum came and fetch me.

Was in a worse condition during team test performance.
I don't know what the hell was wrong with me.
Speak wrong.
And i was gasping for oxygen like hell. LOL
To make myself chill, i tried to smile.

P/S:The performance was still going on.

So it becomes :
I was smiling when i calling for AMBULANS from the hospital! LOL

Okay, let's not talk about the enrollment
Now gathering...

I was in charge of one of the stations in the station games
Everyone was breaking my rules. T-T
I was like : WHAT THE HELL!! STOP CHEATING!!
Especially the Kong Kah U and Ngai Hon Meng
=,=

2010-11-10T23:18:00.001+08:00

2 more days to go....
This Friday class party
After that maybe going for Add Maths tuition....

Tired

2010-11-09T23:35:00.002+08:00

So many stuffs to manage.
Hope i can rest throughout one day.
=(

2010-11-08T01:08:00.001+08:00

Same as last year =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEN HUAI

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIN WAI

=D

2010-11-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

Today, is a good day...
I smiled a lot...=D

2010-11-03T00:10:00.000+08:00

2nd Day

Talent show.
I love Lasheni's dance. LOL

1st November

2010-11-01T23:41:00.004+08:00

Today was the 1st day of our school co-curriculum day.
Had some games competition.
I took part in Netball and Futsal.
I bear feet while playing netball. LOL
Get stepped. Quite pain.
But the floor is slippery.
I fell down 3 times when i wore my shoes.
(hahaha) =,=

2010-10-23T00:05:00.000+08:00

我不会再烦你，也请你别骚扰我。

Hate backstabbing.

2010-10-20T22:15:00.003+08:00

I really hate backstabbing.
I don't mind if you tell me my weakness in front of me.
But please, i beg you guys.
Don't backstab me.
1st, it hurts.
2nd, it means you hide something from me.
3rd, it makes our relation worse.
4th, it ruins people image.

I seriously don't mind if you rectify in front of me.
I will thank you, for telling me my weakness.
But NOT backstabbing please.

2010-10-19T17:42:00.001+08:00

Online? Nothing else i can do...
Facebook, Blogger, Facebook, Blogger.

18th October 2010

2010-10-19T00:10:00.005+08:00

Today i went to work at my old work place.
Reserving my brother, who can't attend.
And my left hand thumb get injured ='(
*Sigh~

external

internal

谢谢 =)

2010-10-17T05:51:00.004+08:00

三年前的我 - 独自一人，很少参朋友

两年前的我 - 开始认识朋友，那时我的脸上豪无表情，不懂得笑是什么。认识的都会问：为什么你不会笑？

去年的我 - 朋友也越来越多，但是还是一样的冷酷，忽略别人。有些人甚至不敢跟我讲话。

今年的我 - 虽然朋友少了，但我开始学习如何去笑，变得乐观。

今天的我 - 已经改了很多。从一个以前写信息不超过四个字的人，变成今天努力去交谈的我。

这些，都要谢谢我的朋友们。是他们改变了我。

How many posts you read on my blog.

2010-10-17T00:40:00.001+08:00

1 people - 1>>>50

4 people - Read All.

Is it true about the asnswer?
LOL.
Can't believe.

Plan Plan Plan

2010-10-14T20:45:00.001+08:00

Boring Boring Boring.
Any plan?
Suggest at my chatbox =)

XDDDD

2010-10-13T19:29:00.000+08:00

Awww....
I want to study!!!
Hahahaha....XDDDDDDD

Spirit-less

2010-10-13T00:55:00.003+08:00

Sigh.
I find out that, i have no spirit to strive after PMR.
As if there's no target for me to strive for.
What should i do next? Sigh =(
I don't want to be like others.
*Play play play.
I really don't have that mood to play or relax.
Perhaps i'm way too serious??
Some please rescue me from this heavy burden.
Things are always endless.....

Regret.

2010-10-12T20:27:00.001+08:00

我很后悔认识你。。。
你把我的一切都搞砸了。。。

10th October.

2010-10-10T22:19:00.003+08:00

Finally it ended. Muahahaha =D
I'm so HAPPY.
NOT because of i get to enter TOP 10.
It's because of i finally can relax myself.
Phew~ XD
OK. THE RESULT IS.....
I'M OUTED. =)

Tomorrow still got exam.
Bye =)

Rehearsal

2010-10-09T00:16:00.002+08:00

Just now went for rehearsal at Ipoh Parade.
Saw many pretty girls. Damn stress. LOL
All also top 15.
Luckily i'm not the shortest. Haha XD
I'm # 3. ='( Damn early.

Anyway, hope you guys will come and support me on this Sunday.
=)

Unexpected!

2010-10-07T21:02:00.002+08:00

Today i checked my geography and history marks.
Geography 50/60. History 52/60.
LOL. I scored A! Hahahaha.
I got B for this 2 subjects during TRIAL.
How happy am i...XD
But can't be too happy yet.
Next monday still got one more challenge.
Maths and Perdagangan.
Maths no worry. But PD,
I got C for TRIAL.
Can i get an A for PMR? =(

=)

2010-10-06T20:44:00.002+08:00

Last night i slept around 11pm.
Quite early. LOL.
Not feeling to study much.
During TRIAL, i even burn the midnght oil to study for every subject.
But, PMR .....
LOL. I don't know. I felt too boring to study.
But i want to score full A's. LOL.
Today's exam quite easy.
Especially English. Haha =)
Then geografi is still ok.
Though i'm not really good in it.
But i think i got 70 something which they say is already A.
Tomorrow is Science and History.=)
Science is still ok. But history, i had never scored an A on it.
This time will i?
Last time i used to dislike this subject.
But i don't know since when i started to like it. XD
That's all for today.
Bye =) Thanks for reading my blog.

PMR

2010-10-05T20:42:00.003+08:00

Oh, yeah....Hello =)
Today is the first day of PMR and i'm here onlining.
As if i'm not taking part in the exam. LOL.
I don't know. I need to diminish my STRESS
STRESS STRESS STRESS....
Argh~!!
Bye Bye. =

New.

2010-09-29T23:01:00.005+08:00

Edited a new photo using a just-installed software.
Photoscape.
Hmm...this software not bad la =)
Changed a new background and blog picture.
*Comments =D

How is this? =)

11

2010-09-29T00:04:00.000+08:00

Hari ini, saya 'blog' ada 11 'followers'.

Performance for the particular day.

2010-09-25T20:03:00.003+08:00

Finally i made up my mind about the performance on 10th October.
Singing + Dancing. It's common.
Among the 15 contetants,
there are at least 3 of them are performing the same talent.
Have to practise hard.
I thought about performing Taekwondo, which i'm good in it.
But it needs a team. Where should i get these people?
Since i was absenting class for 3 months.

Now i have to practise that freaking dance everyday.
Have to study every day. (PMR left 9 days)
And tomorrow Computer Assessment.
Argh~~!
Why must everything crash together?
Why the timing is so NICE?
Ish....

2010-09-18T22:23:00.001+08:00

What can i do?
I feel so despair.

Sin Chew Daily Carnival

2010-09-17T22:36:00.003+08:00

Sin Chew Daily Carnival

"Shining Girls"

Date: 10th October 2010
Time: Afternoon
Venue: Ipoh Parade Main Stage.

Friends, feel free to come and support me =)
Thank you.

Hari Raya

2010-09-13T22:23:00.002+08:00

This afternoon went my master house for my taekwondo club's rumah terbuka.
Aww~I miss him so much XD
He's so funny. LOL. He pasted a notice there.
"Dilarang merokok. Denda duit raya RM5"
1st time see this kind of notice. XD
At 1st, I thought can see many of my friends and seniors.
But i just saw one. ='(
Nevermind. It's ok. =D

I do eat a LOT. Hehehe. =P
And i get RM5 duit raya. ^^
Maybe gonna start back my training after PMR.
That's great! It's been 2 months since i stopped my training.
Sure get fat already. =D
That's all for today.

Farewell

2010-09-13T02:15:00.001+08:00

Suddenly, i feeling to sing on this saturday =D
There you'll be - Faith Hill =)

New talent

2010-09-03T20:52:00.001+08:00

Sing sing sing =D

Sorry

2010-09-03T02:20:00.000+08:00

Sorry. I've brought up a lot of problems.
I'm useless.

Just let it be natural

2010-09-02T01:51:00.001+08:00

Actually, you don't need to treat me in this way.

2010-08-31T23:59:00.003+08:00

Freaking worse.
Out of tune. ='(

2010-08-26T23:15:00.001+08:00

Aiya....
Don't know what to say.
Not everything also can put on blog and share out.
Sigh~

This way or that way?

2010-08-24T16:20:00.004+08:00

I feel so frustrated, suffocating and inconsolable.
I do not know how to solve my problems.
Feeling to give up my life

On the other hand,

I'm ignoring everythings, thinked about the future and giving myself hopes.
I want to be success too.
Feeling to move on with that.

Which way should i take?
I bear majority will say the second one...

2010-08-20T23:14:00.002+08:00

Freaking mad.

2010-08-20T02:04:00.002+08:00

Hmm...
Today was a wonderful day =D

Before recess >>> chat chat chat

After recess >>> sleep sleep sleep (until dismiss)

After dismiss >>> eat eat eat

After boarding my bus >>> talk talk talk

After went home >>> sleep sleep sleep

After wake up >>> facebook facebook facebook

After online >>> Oops...sorry. Not yet finish online. XD

And ya, today i got my results.
It shows that my position is #12th in my class. XD
But i might change to 13th ='(

Hatred

2010-08-18T23:19:00.004+08:00

I just realize that, this is my 300th post. LOL

Lets recall back something. =)

Why do i start writing blog?

Because of one of my exs.

He had a blog, and i found it interesting.

So i have made up my mind to start making a blog too =)

But we are so strange now =(

And he seems dislike me.

Whatever.

Coincidently, i had fall deeply on his best friend.

And yet ended up with NOTHING.

Just like his friend, we do become strangers =(

But i still love him thus making me suffering.

Anyway, i am forcing myself to forget him =)

Oh~ Ya...

Just now edited a new photo.

How is it?

(Hatred)

I, dislike you.

2010-08-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

Don't Think It ANYMORE!
KiM LiNG! CHEER UP!

Finally

2010-08-16T23:06:00.001+08:00

Finally, i have put down on you.
But i know i might be 'flower heart' after this. LOL

2010-08-15T01:20:00.004+08:00

Trial >>>

Maths - 94 A
Science - 83 A
BM - 80 A
BI- 80 A
Geografi - 70 B
Sejarah - 68 B
KH - 62 C

Forget love

2010-08-06T23:29:00.002+08:00

If i could have a chance to wash my memory,
I wish I can forget all about love.

Observation from acne

2010-08-04T21:00:00.002+08:00

Vivian: Koh, your acnes more than mine.
Me: Ya lo.
Jo Anne: My sister said, people with too many stress will like that.
Me: ==? Huh? Ya meh...?

Broken Promise

2010-08-02T22:14:00.001+08:00

Once, you used to said: "I scare i'll lose you"
And i promised: "I won't leave you. =)"
But now, you're the one who ruined the promise...
Sigh. Is everyone the same?

Disappeared phone.

2010-08-02T21:22:00.005+08:00

My phone disappeared...
After i take nap, my phone STILL THERE...
I went to wash my face...
Went downstairs do some stuffs...
And what so ever....

After all these things settled, I went back to my room
I packed some stuffs (rubbish)...
Then, I realize my phone missing~
I'm sure i did not pack it into the rubbish category....
I try to phone my number....
Unfortunately, i put on silent mode...==
But, i can still hear the sound of vibration...
It comes from my mum's room's drawer...
And it's locked

I ask her for the drawer's key,
she says: no key ah, impossible inside la...you go bath first...
Ya, i feel that too...
How come inside my room will suddenly goes into her drawer?

OK, after i bath...i phone my number again...
THIS TIME: THE NUMBER YOU HAVE DIALED, IS NOT AVAILABLE AT THE MOMENT. PLEASE TRY AGAIN LATER.
Oh My Gosh~ What The Fuck? == Fine

After tuition, i try to phone again...
The same sentences appear...
MY PHONE DISAPPEARED~
( i suspect my mum)

Pictures

2010-07-30T01:23:00.008+08:00

The most natural, without any thing on my face =)

(This picture 'hak sei yan' LOL)

Yesterday went Oscar Studio to take photos...
It's a wedding package..
Why i suddenly go take?
'Cause got one aunty introduce and say that package got offer now...
At the same time, i take the opportunity to capture some photos for me to submit for a competition organized by Shin Jew Newpaper...
The make up is like...WTF...
Freaking thick...(but can cover my acne)
i like the make up...Quite nice...(but too thick)
This thingy takes me 5 hours ++ until i skipped my tuition class...

Before making up...

How is it?

Different

2010-07-30T00:58:00.003+08:00

I have no idea what i'm tryng to do these few days...
The one should be studying is not studying...
I'm doing things that are exrtraordinary...
3 more days to trial but i'm here onlining in the middle of the night...
Instead, others are burning the midnight oil...

Somehow, i feel hopeless...
No more energy to survive...
I admit, i became weak...
Don't know since when...
Last time i'm tough...
I'll never tears...
Even if i did, this situation normally just maintain for 10 seconds and below.
But nowadays i can cry for more than an hour...
(Wow, that's so different...LOL)
Sometimes i wish i could suicide.

But in the other hand, i want to success..
I don't want to let people look down on me...
(This is my attitude)
I want everything about me to be perfect...
I try to study hard...
But i can't...
Sometimes i'm looking at the book but things that appear in my mind are totally different and not related to the book...LOL
Could i score flying colours?
No.

Copied

2010-07-27T22:26:00.005+08:00

i saw this from my ex sergeant's blog (Yi Qing)
i feeling to post it and share out here...
hope she won't mind i being a copy cat...
Sorry...=)

Here is this :

asking someone 'are you okay?' nowadays are just plain stupid because no one answer this question honestly.
i dont understand why is it so hard to admit it if the answer is 'no, i'm not okay'
and after saying 'i'm not okay',the next question that'll usually come out will be,'whyyyy? what's wrong?'
and usually the answer will be 'i dont know'...
which also means ,'fuckoff,i dont wanna tell you,stop asking' ...
okay,maybe not the fuck off..lol..
even after telling the problems out, the next line will usually be,'cheer up'
what's the point of all this conversations?
and to think that i'm one of the people involved in all these conversations too..
does it help?
well, maybe,just maybe sometimes it helps,
depends on who it is
......
having quite alot of mere fights and fights these days,
life's extremely hectic and stressful nowadays,
everyone's all upset and stressed up
aihhhhhhhhhh
can i make everyone cheer up? (including myself)
no, i can't
.....
it's so hard to have proper time doing smtg i like
and even when i have,someone has to interfere
even how obvious i show the fuck-off-you-are-not-wanted face
people just dont get the point eh?
time flies whenever i'm enjoying myself
can i stop time?
no i can't

Annoyance

2010-07-27T21:52:00.002+08:00

i thought you are, but you're not...
you think i am, but i'm not...
you don't know me...
i don't know you...
in a nut shell, strangers...

(don't ask me what i mean, i don't know)

2010-07-27T00:59:00.001+08:00

Mum locked computer...
Less on blogging...

2010-07-21T16:56:00.002+08:00

yesterday i took the ICAS paper...
It was extremely difficult....
i 'shooted' around half of the questions...
*note : there's 60 questions...
i'm going to get a D grade....LOL

nothing much to blog...
Trial is coming...
TRIAL = PMR
Actually there's no difference...
When you take trial, as if you're taking PMR too...
(this is my own view)

tomorrow stay back at wisma...
count money...LOL
NEVER LOSE to youth 7...

2010-07-16T23:34:00.005+08:00

i just had a freaking nice DINNER at 11pm...
nasi lemak + fry egg+ hot milo...
LOL...it is exactly a BREAKFAST set!
i have no idea whether i'm having dinner or breakfast...
LOL...

tomorrow performing dance for Hari Anugerah...
’Fusion Dance' with my friends...
the costume is like...OMG...

2010-07-14T23:18:00.003+08:00

activities that i'm going to attend:

17th July - Hari Anugerah (performance)
18th July - Ipoh International Run (duty)
20th July - ICAS (International Competitions and Assessments for Schools)

2nd August - PMR trial

September - Farewell + Enrollment test

October - PMR

2010-07-11T12:02:00.002+08:00

somehow, i wish everything could back to the past...

but, day dreaming is USELESS!

i should work hard for now and future...

2010-07-08T17:11:00.000+08:00

conversation between me and my mum...

she: why you always dropped?
me: everyone also dropped...
she: you always find reason...always say EVERYONE ALSO EVERYONE ALSO...why don't you say yourself?
me: oh~
she: how can you like this? you should work hard...
me: en~
she: you see you tuition what? tuition until results dropped...
me: oh~
she: you can't always rely on tuition...
me: yes~
she: if no tuition, then you'll die lo?
me: oh~
she: those people who don't have tuition no need get A lo?
me: en~
she: i don't know why nowadays you'll become like this...
me: oh~
she: if you say everyone dropped, then why people can score better than you?
me: because they're clever...
she: why can't you be clever?
me: ==...
she: (bla bla bla)
me: oh
she: (bla bla bla)
me: en~

to be continued....

2010-07-08T00:43:00.002+08:00

watched karate kid...
muahaha...
Oh My God...
i love Dre! LOL
he's so awesome....
perhaps one day i can fight like him...
*Laugh My Ass Off

2010-07-05T21:06:00.003+08:00

i did not sleep last night....
was doing slides show for my science presentation....
"the death of stars"
not bad not bad...XD
hopefully my presentation will be success...

my mum asked me to beg my dad so that he will change his mind and let us stay...
i don't know what should i do...haiz